I hate myself for losing you.

[ MOOD ] - tiered and crappy. [ MUSIC ] - hellogoodbye

Last night was my last night with Aaron before he left, so he organised a little surprise me. He told me to meet him at Mall of the Emirates at the cinema, so I stood there waiting for like 10 minutes til he came. Then he was like OH I don't want to go to the cinema, so he took me to a taxi and blindfolded me and drove me back to my apartment and down to the beach...then made me walk all the way down to the beach blindfolded. GEES. haha. BY THE WAY I had no idea where I was going.

Then he took it off and he had a little picnic and everything organised. Aw it was so cute. And I couldn't have asked for a better way to say goodbye. But it was also incredibly emotional. Which sucked.

After we ate and sat and talked for ages we went back up to mine and listened to music and looked at some old pics and stuff... :P And then he left. And I wouldn't let go of him, and he had to push me out of the lift. And it was gay. And painful. And I hated it. And I went back inside and poured my eyes out for ages before I fell asleep.

Love sucks.

I have so much work to do today but I really can't get into it. Which also sucks. Because I NEED to do it all.

I'm not going to advertise that I've started my blog up again..I guess people will just eventually notice :)

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Love Babz xxx